January 2012
how the world looks from my suicidal eyes
- razor: you can slit your wrists with me
- bridge: you can jump off me and fall to your death
- train: you can walk in front of me
- building: you can jump off my roof and fall to your death
- cliff: you can also jump off me and fall to your death
- truck: you can walk in front of me
- bathtub: you can bring that hair dryer in here if you like
- tree: you can hang yourself from my sturdy branches
- pills: you can swallow all of me
“Sometimes I feel like there’s a hole inside of me, an emptiness that at times seems to burn. I think if you lifted my heart to your ear, you could probably hear the ocean. I have this dream of being whole. Of not going to sleep each night, wanting. But still sometimes, when the wind is warm or the crickets sing, I dream of a love that even time will lie down and be still for. I just want someone to love me. I want to be seen.”
—
Practical Magic (via cockfest
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Your blog makes me sad missy :(
sorry to hear that :(
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